🪲 the urge to be someone
so, you ever get that urge? it’s in the title so i’ll only gloss over it, but the want and desire to feel like a person within the bounds of construct, to have a life that is worth living, to at least create something of yourself. it’s all so overwhelming, i find myself dwelling on it. i wish to put everything i ever make out into the world, waiting expectingly for the applaud and appraise. i wish to be greater then what i was given.